Happy birthday to me!!!

Had a MAJOR surprise come up. My Daddy showed up waaaaaay early for my birthday! Such a wonderful surprise it was. He make me a cheesecake too. I love cheesecake but I love my Daddy more! We even made our first video so keep an eye out for it on my cam site. Hope y'all like it too.  It was totally fun to make and hopefully get to make at least one more before he has to leave tomorrow. I'm going to miss him but he brought me a new stuffie

and a new shirt that says "I'm grumpy because you're dopey" for all those who say i look grumpy and mean. But i'm totally happy that I got to see him and that he came up to visit me. I snuck a picture while he was giving me a kiss before i lost my train of thought like he always makes me do with his kiss. He's the absolute best Daddy in the world I don't care what anyone else says. They can say theirs is the best but no mine is! even if he does live so far away. Hopefully our taxes come in soon and fingers crossed there's enough for me to buy my house and for him to move here indefinitely! Well lotsa love and until next time. (I'm gonna try and convince him to tie me up and take some pics before he has to leave so keep an eye out for those too)

I was already thinking of doing that tonight soooo, lets get you off your computer and tied up nice and pretty princess.- Butterfly's Daddy 

new toy

and sorry not the kind that can be used on me without the possibility of breaking unless you're lookin at taking pictures. I was given a Samsung L200 last night. All because they didn't have a way to charge it *giggles* few people realize how easy or cheap it is in order to buy one online and have it shipped. oh well new little toy for me and perhaps better pictures. Same person is giving me a camcorder too. old style video cassette but hey she's also giving me one of those vcr/dvd recorders to go with it just so that i can transfer. seems a little harder to do but hey work with what you got right? be better than using my laptop and cell phone all the time right? easier to get a stand for it to be more stable when taking videos and pictures right? I can't wait for the charger to come so that i can begin using my camera I'm so excited and anxious I'm nearly jumping with anticipation.

To top it all off, I've got some good fun stuff coming in the mail. I've got an old gun rack, wood with glass fromt, turned shelf turned jewlery box that I'm getting some hooks for. One of those rolling automatic foot files, you know the ones i'm talking about that files/shaves the dead skin on the feet and makes them nice and smooth. At home pedis woot! a nice pair of leggins, one of those tweezer hair razors. Like shaving with the effects of waxing. I can't wait to test it out. a couple real sexy shirts with a peep hole at the tits which will be lifted in a brand new sexy bra. Oh and i'm going to be trying out one of those things that says helps regrow and thicken eyelashes.

I've got lots of plans with lots of ideas but need the money or donors to help with that. lotsa toys, rope, masks, costumes. "security" cams to be able to set up and record where ever and when ever a fun scene happens without having to go through and set up a camcorder each and every time to be able to go through and adjust angles, zoom in, all without having to worry about a camera man. oh the fun. tail and ears, pet play, this little kitty likes tough lovin.

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a new month, a new goal

i've got a new goal now. to try and get 100$ in a single month instead of over a series of months. That's a good goal to have i would think. at least an extra hundred could help pay a bill or two. just trying to get by anyways it's not as easy as people would think.

Work, my cam, the problem is trying to get people to watch. i need to make more videos but no one wants to watch in order to get the cash because everyone wants free instead of to pay. it's rather annoying. especially when the server keeps resetting. that's the most annoying part and feature really. but i can't seem to get it to stop. i can sit for hours infront of the camera and no one comes into my chat room. or looks at my other site. maybe i'm going about it all wrong? i don't know really. it's the most annoying thing ever in truth. more annoying than stepping on legos

xtra happy day

*giggles softly bouncing a bit in the process happily* It seems that my Daddy has finally decided to join me here I can't be happier. I made my first hundred finally after having been on the site for what seems like ages, I'm hoping that it only gets better and better but it's hard. Especially when coming home from one job working sometimes 8 or more hours in order to turn around and get on camera.The question is what would bring in more people. What can I do to get people to be more, giving isn't the word, but to convince them that I have what they want to see and that I'm worth the price. Like selling a car to a person who has none. Having to convince them to spend their money with you instead of going to another car lot or private buyer.

I'm thinking of making some BDSM related videos. Like informative ones. But the question boils down to what exactly to make. Maybe lifestyle introduction and how to videos. Of course some perspectives i can't do myself for obvious reasons but I think they can be helpful. Maybe a video every other week as there's so many different topics and such?

Including things like

*different types of submissives
*Different types of Dominates
*sub drop
*sub frenzy
*Dom Frenzy
*Dom Drop
*is it BDSM or abuse\
*different types of poly and how they work
*ropes and bondage
*candles/wax play

I don't know, it's not exactly fully set out yet in alot of details, mainly just a simple thought from a rather crazy girl. Of course some of the topics would need another person in them to either be the one explaining or demonstrating for the masses because well, i can't do it all myself.

Comments? Suggestions? questions? concerns? What kinds of videos do you want to see me do?

Society is going completely downhill it seems.

so many people want things for free now days. they want everything for free. They don't seem to understand that some are just trying to earn a living no matter what we have to do in order to do it. Rent, bills, not everything comes easy and this definitely isn't easy. Being a cam girl is harder than people think it is for the fact we have to have confidence. Confidence that we are beautiful. We are wanted. Needed. That someone out there would actually want to not only look at us but want to be with or do things to us wither it's just watch us masturbate or actually fuck us for lack of better terms. Yeah we look pretty with a cock in our mouths, we're prettier than just for that too. We are more than something to fantasize about.

You have your fantasies but we have ours as well. You want to go through and look and wish and desire but in those you never want to reveal to your real life and everyone else that you prefer a woman who has some meat on their bones compared to how modern society sees beauty? You go through and have sex with your gorgeous size 3 gf but in your mind you're thinking of that size 16+ that you saw on the camera. Your gf isn't the size you actually desire because you're afraid to go against society. You don't want everyone to know that you like having some meat to hold onto.

What is it with people today? They want the benefits without having to go through and do everything that they need to keep. People now are just looking for the quick and easy fuck it seems. No one actually wants to take time for relationships. What's the point because you won't actually be happy because it's not what you want.

This i've noticed about society. Not specific to any particular race or culture. Just society in general. It's a world of "gimme gimme gimme." A world of nothing is ever good enough because it's not the absolute best and it's not actually free.

Well anyone can watch me for free, i'm not taking my clothes off though. You can see me for free but you're not going to see exactly how large my breasts and nipples are. You can look at me for free but you're never going to see wither i shave, wax, trim or let my hair grow naturally.

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new sites in progress

Yes, it's been quite a bit slow, i had lost internet shortly after my first and last session sadly. but on a good note, I was able to get a new place up with a friend's help. now to just get some more pics and videos in order for it to be fully running and people can buy instead of just browse. Wish me luck.

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