I love surprises!

I had gotten a very nice surprise yesterday. I have a very extensive wish list on Amazon that is alwaysgetting edited and added to depending on what I find interesting and what people suggest that I do on my sites. 

Someone had found my wish list and I don't know everything that was bought on it as of yet but I did get a package In the mail.

I was a good girl and didn't open it right away but waited. It was not easy to just wait because I wanted to open it right then and there. 

But it totally paid off!!! Thank you so very much Nathan I absolutely love them!!!!!

filming and editing

I think the absolute worst part of making videos and clips is the editing.

This isn't supposed to be there,

*remove*

That isn't supposed to be there

*remove*

Now the sound is all in the completely wrong spot

*try to adjust it to the right places*

ugh it is soooooooo annoying. I understand why people get paid big bucks to do it, especially going frame by frame by frame to make sure everything flows smoothly but I just can't seem to get it down right.

Not to mention the fact that I don't have the type of money an editor wants in order to pay someone else to do it for me so until then we just gotta stick with my sloppy editing.

Hmmmmmm Maybe I can find someone to volunteer? Would that be possible? But would they be willing and able to edit 30+ minutes of video and have it ready to post for sale by the next day?

Most likely not and there lies my ultimate problem.

I'm trying I really am but as much as people think it's easy "Oh you just put make up on, dress skanky and get in front of a camera" It is totally not. It takes real time and real effort to be able to actually do anything especially if you're doing it on your own.

Anyways, Thanks for letting me vent, I hope things pick up and then I'll be able to afford someone else to actually edit my stuff for me. Maybe... Hopefully... Wish me luck!

so what?!?!

So what if I'm fat, I don't have the luxury of being able to get surgery to get rid of it. I exercise, I eat healthy and it's still there.

So what if I'm not your perfect skinny little piece of wood that has no tits and can't even get a cock half way in her mouth without choking to near death.

So what if you think I'm ugly. There's many who think I'm the most beautiful in the world.

Whoop de doo you pay money to a site that DOES NOT PAY ME FOR MY TIME AND EFFORT TO EARN MONEY. I don't have the money to spend to get "VIP" treatment and treat everyone else like they're trash.

WE ARE ALL PEOPLE!

It doesn't matter if you're fat, thin, short, tall, black, white, red, yellow.

WE ARE ALL HUMAN!

There is no such thing as perfection.

WE ARE NOT ROBOTS!

We are flesh and blood and who ever you think the higher power is, God, Allah, Vishnu, The Triple Goddess and the Horned God, They made EVERYONE! Which means they made me just as they made you.

SO WHAT?

I hear it constantly about racism, discrimination, etc etc etc. I LIVE IT. Why? Because I'm a heavier white woman in an area that is full of Hispanics and African Americans. My family helped the Chinese work the railroads and build them. My family had their lands taken from them and thrown into tiny little camps WHERE THEY STILL LIVE TODAY while everyone else still has control of their own continents and countries inside of them.

SHUT UP ALREADY! And learn to think of something else besides putting someone else down because they don't have what you do. help build them up to make yourself and them better.

Another day another dollar and a couple more images

I know my posting isn't always on par and regular but I'm an irregular person plain and simple.

Anyways a new update I've yet another site, this one is similar to clips4sale but live. It's called cam4 and you can find me there as  well as my usual bbwcams  and then there's my twitter @babybutterfly83, C4S, I4S, and that's all I can think of in that part of life.

I haven't been able to have any fun to add to my c4s because well no one's wanted to take me in private on BBW or cam4 just yet sadly enough but hopefully soon so that I can add new vid clips and I would love to be able to take some pictures for I4S as well. If you have any suggestions as to what I can do for my pics then let me know what you'd like to see and how you'd like to see me dressed up.

That's all I can think of for now. If you join me on Cam4 don't forget to subscribe so that you can keep updated on when I'm going to be on so you can come see me.

Thank you, everyone. Again just lemme know below what you'd like to see me do and how you'd like to see me dress and maybe I'll make an image set or video just for you

Another day another dollar and a couple more images

I know my posting isn't always on par and regular but I'm an irregular person plain and simple.

Anyways a new update I've yet another site, this one is similar to clips4sale but live. It's called cam4 and you can find me there as  well as my usual bbwcams  and then there's my twitter @babybutterfly83, C4S, I4S, and that's all I can think of in that part of life.

I haven't been able to have any fun to add to my c4s because well no one's wanted to take me in private on BBW or cam4 just yet sadly enough but hopefully soon so that I can add new vid clips and I would love to be able to take some pictures for I4S as well. If you have any suggestions as to what I can do for my pics then let me know what you'd like to see and how you'd like to see me dressed up.

That's all I can think of for now. If you join me on Cam4 don't forget to subscribe so that you can keep updated on when I'm going to be on so you can come see me.

Thank you, everyone. Again just lemme know below what you'd like to see me do and how you'd like to see me dress and maybe I'll make an image set or video just for you

Long Day and new photos

Got up this morning, got dressed, did my hair

[gasps]

did my makeup

And got on camera. Even gave myself a quick mani pedi. Still everyone wants things for free. I'll get up and twirl around but you're not seeing more without paying. So many free sites out there, not enough people willing to pay. Why does everyone want to give all the goods away for free? How can anyone afford to?

So........

While waiting for people to come in, hopefully with money, I decided to play around with my camera.

I did my own mini photo shoot. A total of over 50 pictures and they're all up on my image site. I hope you all enjoy them.

Kisses

another day

The last couple days have been effectively the same thing. People coming in my live chat, talking, no one willing to pay me a dime for what they want me to do. I did get this one really sweet guy, he had only 2 chips and he gave them to me to see my belly. I was teasing him when i asked for a tip and he knew it but he gave me those chips anyways. hopefully one day he'll be back and with more chips at his disposal.

I had gone out and got some sun today, was cleaning up the grass that got stuck in the rosebush and i can't take a lawnmower under it without hurting the branches so i put on my gloves and got down and dirty today pulling grass and weeds from the rosebush and a few other plants so that when i go out with the mower i can get it cleaned up good without the extra there to worry about.

Well i hope everyone has a good night. luv ya.

"cute"

So i'm sitting there for hours on cam waiting for people to come in my room so that hopefully I can help fill a video fantasy or what not. People come in and people go out. Some sit and chat others watch. Many ask me to get up and do various things. Not a single tip.

Kinda makes me feel like I'm just somethin to toy with.

"i'm so small make a circle with your hands"

"stand up and turn around for me. bend over while your at it"

"guess my weight, my waist is 'x' inches and i'm only 'x' inches tall"

The questions and me having to do things go on for hours.

Not a single penny. Even a trained monkey gets more and they don't interact as much.

One person claimed to be shorter than the guiness holder "world's smallest man" who died in 2015.


You want to use my time and just sit there and annoy me then please, give me some spare change at least. I'm not a shrink. You wanna do a little roleplay I've got no problems being a giantess but come on compensate me I'm trying to work here.

My Daddy's Collar

I'm a happy girl today. No I haven't found a new job yet but I'm still looking. Still putting in applications. on New Years my Daddy gave me my first collar. He made it himself and I never took it off except to shower. One day I woke up and it was broken. there were beads all on my pillow and bed. I asked a friend to fix it and she did adding feathers to replace the beads that were missing that at one time dangled from the front of it. I loved it but when I put it on and tucked the feathers in my shirt they kept popping out and getting in my way so I had to stop wearing it yet again v.v

Today i found a charm, a pair of feathers!!! it was on a necklace I already had that I didn't know about so I took those feathers off the necklace and put it on my collar. Here's the results!!! I'm so proud of myself and a happy butterfly now

I miss my Daddy we had so much fun while he was here. I even got tied up!!!

We made a video and i finally got it edited and uploaded, hope I did it right, had another one but it had a watermark all over it cause i hadn't bought the license for it yet. One day I will. That's a guarantee in that. Enjoy everyone and more to come. just a bit depressed right now because he had to go back. there's some things he needs to take care of first before he can move here. well until next time. 

Happy birthday to me!!!

Had a MAJOR surprise come up. My Daddy showed up waaaaaay early for my birthday! Such a wonderful surprise it was. He make me a cheesecake too. I love cheesecake but I love my Daddy more! We even made our first video so keep an eye out for it on my cam site. Hope y'all like it too.  It was totally fun to make and hopefully get to make at least one more before he has to leave tomorrow. I'm going to miss him but he brought me a new stuffie

and a new shirt that says "I'm grumpy because you're dopey" for all those who say i look grumpy and mean. But i'm totally happy that I got to see him and that he came up to visit me. I snuck a picture while he was giving me a kiss before i lost my train of thought like he always makes me do with his kiss. He's the absolute best Daddy in the world I don't care what anyone else says. They can say theirs is the best but no mine is! even if he does live so far away. Hopefully our taxes come in soon and fingers crossed there's enough for me to buy my house and for him to move here indefinitely! Well lotsa love and until next time. (I'm gonna try and convince him to tie me up and take some pics before he has to leave so keep an eye out for those too)

I was already thinking of doing that tonight soooo, lets get you off your computer and tied up nice and pretty princess.- Butterfly's Daddy 

new toy

and sorry not the kind that can be used on me without the possibility of breaking unless you're lookin at taking pictures. I was given a Samsung L200 last night. All because they didn't have a way to charge it *giggles* few people realize how easy or cheap it is in order to buy one online and have it shipped. oh well new little toy for me and perhaps better pictures. Same person is giving me a camcorder too. old style video cassette but hey she's also giving me one of those vcr/dvd recorders to go with it just so that i can transfer. seems a little harder to do but hey work with what you got right? be better than using my laptop and cell phone all the time right? easier to get a stand for it to be more stable when taking videos and pictures right? I can't wait for the charger to come so that i can begin using my camera I'm so excited and anxious I'm nearly jumping with anticipation.

To top it all off, I've got some good fun stuff coming in the mail. I've got an old gun rack, wood with glass fromt, turned shelf turned jewlery box that I'm getting some hooks for. One of those rolling automatic foot files, you know the ones i'm talking about that files/shaves the dead skin on the feet and makes them nice and smooth. At home pedis woot! a nice pair of leggins, one of those tweezer hair razors. Like shaving with the effects of waxing. I can't wait to test it out. a couple real sexy shirts with a peep hole at the tits which will be lifted in a brand new sexy bra. Oh and i'm going to be trying out one of those things that says helps regrow and thicken eyelashes.

I've got lots of plans with lots of ideas but need the money or donors to help with that. lotsa toys, rope, masks, costumes. "security" cams to be able to set up and record where ever and when ever a fun scene happens without having to go through and set up a camcorder each and every time to be able to go through and adjust angles, zoom in, all without having to worry about a camera man. oh the fun. tail and ears, pet play, this little kitty likes tough lovin.

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