Birthday came and went, things are still coming in the mail though. I got a new bra, shirt, a couple of dancers scarves, some hair accessories for my unruly mane that i had dyed burgandy which i've gotten many compliments on. I got a new little tail, and little isn't an understatement on that but now I have an idea of how to make one. now to find my glue gun and get a plug or two. there's more things coming too, a nail kit where i can start doing gel here at home and NOT pay 50$ for someone else to do them (not that i paid that amount anyways and my nails are all natural just trying to get them to grow better) A foot roller that gets off the caluses, those are slowly going away too a bit every day and one of those electronic tweezers because i don't like shaving and getting hair out by the root can almost guarantee that it doesn't return again. big plans for that since i hate hair in certain places so very much. hmm is that it? i'm thinking so, at least for now anyways.

I'm missing my Daddy something fierce and so wish that he was still here. his birthday is in only a few days but i don't have the money to be able to go and see him which makes me sad. i curl up every night with cinniman under the blankie that he left here. he says it was an accident but i'm not stupid because he tucked it all around me before saying that he had to leave. i know he left it here so that i could curl up in it. i miss him very much it's hard not having him here and i pray that he returns soon.

ended up having someone tell me that i didn'[t need him just because he doesn't pay all my bills. Daddy helps when and where he can but why should he pay for everything when he doesn't live with me? he's not a sugar daddy. when he was here i hardly had to pay for anything and we kinna fought over it. i think he ended up seeing that i am not out for his money but i do truly love him and that i do with all my heart and soul.