Spanking thoughts

oh.... my ......... gods

some people can be so...... what's the word...... stupid?

Had a guy in my chat today that went on and on about camel whips and how great they are. Even to the
point of saying that with other things i had suggested would rip flesh as well as "Those Arabs know how to
whip their wives' asses" 

Where does nationality come into play? Someone please tell me what nationality has to do with anything? 

This is a camel whip. 

And a few things i suggested. A bullwhip 

a horse whip/riding crop 

Paddle

He actually went through and said that a camel whip would not rip flesh while other methods would. Now

 please tell me looking at the above pictures what would rip flesh if done improperly. I know for fact that just 

by looking at the camel whip it would rip flesh. 

Now if i'm wrong with this please forgive me. Either way i personally think that anything used wrong would 

rip flesh. Even the paddle. Even a spoon for that matter. 

If I'm wrong in this please someone correct me and explain how. 

Until next time. Happy 4th of July and I hope everyone has a pleasant day!!

Doll play

Had lots of fun tonight, I got to play as a Doll!!

Meaning I didn't really have to do much other than the few times I was told to do something specific like blow a kiss *giggles*

Other than that I stood or knelt while being dressed and undressed by Absolem, my Dom. One of the dresses he put me in is my cute little leopard print dress with thigh high black stockings and pink panties with black lace on the edges as well as a see through heart on the back of them.

I, myself, definately look forward to doing more shows like that one.

I know we got a bunch of viewers and hopefully a few followers out of it as well.

Tomorrow we're planning on doing some rope play. Don't forget to come and check it out at 10pm CST!!

https://www.cam4.com/bbybutterfly

"cute"

So i'm sitting there for hours on cam waiting for people to come in my room so that hopefully I can help fill a video fantasy or what not. People come in and people go out. Some sit and chat others watch. Many ask me to get up and do various things. Not a single tip.

Kinda makes me feel like I'm just somethin to toy with.

"i'm so small make a circle with your hands"

"stand up and turn around for me. bend over while your at it"

"guess my weight, my waist is 'x' inches and i'm only 'x' inches tall"

The questions and me having to do things go on for hours.

Not a single penny. Even a trained monkey gets more and they don't interact as much.

One person claimed to be shorter than the guiness holder "world's smallest man" who died in 2015.


You want to use my time and just sit there and annoy me then please, give me some spare change at least. I'm not a shrink. You wanna do a little roleplay I've got no problems being a giantess but come on compensate me I'm trying to work here.

My Daddy's Collar

I'm a happy girl today. No I haven't found a new job yet but I'm still looking. Still putting in applications. on New Years my Daddy gave me my first collar. He made it himself and I never took it off except to shower. One day I woke up and it was broken. there were beads all on my pillow and bed. I asked a friend to fix it and she did adding feathers to replace the beads that were missing that at one time dangled from the front of it. I loved it but when I put it on and tucked the feathers in my shirt they kept popping out and getting in my way so I had to stop wearing it yet again v.v

Today i found a charm, a pair of feathers!!! it was on a necklace I already had that I didn't know about so I took those feathers off the necklace and put it on my collar. Here's the results!!! I'm so proud of myself and a happy butterfly now

Birthday came and went, things are still coming in the mail though. I got a new bra, shirt, a couple of dancers scarves, some hair accessories for my unruly mane that i had dyed burgandy which i've gotten many compliments on. I got a new little tail, and little isn't an understatement on that but now I have an idea of how to make one. now to find my glue gun and get a plug or two. there's more things coming too, a nail kit where i can start doing gel here at home and NOT pay 50$ for someone else to do them (not that i paid that amount anyways and my nails are all natural just trying to get them to grow better) A foot roller that gets off the caluses, those are slowly going away too a bit every day and one of those electronic tweezers because i don't like shaving and getting hair out by the root can almost guarantee that it doesn't return again. big plans for that since i hate hair in certain places so very much. hmm is that it? i'm thinking so, at least for now anyways.

I'm missing my Daddy something fierce and so wish that he was still here. his birthday is in only a few days but i don't have the money to be able to go and see him which makes me sad. i curl up every night with cinniman under the blankie that he left here. he says it was an accident but i'm not stupid because he tucked it all around me before saying that he had to leave. i know he left it here so that i could curl up in it. i miss him very much it's hard not having him here and i pray that he returns soon.

ended up having someone tell me that i didn'[t need him just because he doesn't pay all my bills. Daddy helps when and where he can but why should he pay for everything when he doesn't live with me? he's not a sugar daddy. when he was here i hardly had to pay for anything and we kinna fought over it. i think he ended up seeing that i am not out for his money but i do truly love him and that i do with all my heart and soul.

When the snuggles are gone...

Decided to surprise My babygirl for her birthday and boy did she love it!!! I had a great time too and cannot wait to go back, this time hopefully to stay. We took some pictures, made a couple videos (though one had a watermark all over it, we'll fix that eventually when we buy the licence for the video editing software), she even got tied up by me, not my best work but not half bad for a quick bind if I do say so myself. Hope you all enjoy, it was a lot of fun making it, started as a pampering session me treating her like a princess and ended in some fun for us both. ;)

*He sighs* To say the least I miss her and if I could I'd just pick up and move I would, but things are never that easy and other matters require my attention as well. Soon though I hope, my next visit will be my last visit as I'll be there to stay.

Well, a bit depressed right now but I'll manage knowing that My bbg is there, that's all I have for now. Hope you all enjoy, more videos to come.