Tuesday, July 4, 2017

Spanking thoughts

oh.... my ......... gods


some people can be so...... what's the word...... stupid?

Had a guy in my chat today that went on and on about camel whips and how great they are. Even to the
point of saying that with other things i had suggested would rip flesh as well as "Those Arabs know how to
whip their wives' asses" 


Where does nationality come into play? Someone please tell me what nationality has to do with anything? 

This is a camel whip. 

And a few things i suggested. A bullwhip 

a horse whip/riding crop 
Paddle


He actually went through and said that a camel whip would not rip flesh while other methods would. Now
 please tell me looking at the above pictures what would rip flesh if done improperly. I know for fact that just 
by looking at the camel whip it would rip flesh. 

Now if i'm wrong with this please forgive me. Either way i personally think that anything used wrong would 
rip flesh. Even the paddle. Even a spoon for that matter. 

If I'm wrong in this please someone correct me and explain how. 

Until next time. Happy 4th of July and I hope everyone has a pleasant day!!



Friday, June 30, 2017

I love surprises!

I had gotten a very nice surprise yesterday. I have a very extensive wish list on Amazon that is alwaysgetting edited and added to depending on what I find interesting and what people suggest that I do on my sites. 
Someone had found my wish list and I don't know everything that was bought on it as of yet but I did get a package In the mail.
I was a good girl and didn't open it right away but waited. It was not easy to just wait because I wanted to open it right then and there. 
But it totally paid off!!! Thank you so very much Nathan I absolutely love them!!!!!








Monday, June 26, 2017

This is Bull

I've been reading some things over the last few days. Not a single one of them makes me happy at all.

First a quick question, who lives with the motto "To Serve and Protect?"

Sure as hell isn't grocery stores, cashiers, street vendors or anything or anyone else along those lines.

Does anyone still not know?

Police
Fire Fighters
Military

Yet these same people and their families.... they get turned away from places because of their jobs.

THIS IS BULLSHIT!!!!!

Without those people there would be no America.

Without those people there would be no big money companies to take consumer profits and line their pockets.

Yet someone walks in with a shirt that says "Police lives matter, All lives matter" They're told to leave???

Someone wearing a hat that says Veteran and earned purple hearts lives on the streets?

THIS IS BULL! It's way beyond bull actually.

I can't believe that people in america, in a national consumer chain store have become so stupid and corrupt that they say "I can't serve you because I'm offended by your shirt" (hat or what ever else.) You make what... maybe $7.25 an hour part time? What gives you the right to say that they can't buy groceries? Do you own the company? If so why are you behind a cash register? Why are you a door greeter? Why are you going into the parking lot and pushing carts?


HEY BIG COMPANY:::: GET YOUR EMPLOYEES IN CHECK! If the personnel and families of those professions were to completely boycott your stores how much money do you think you'd loose? You're probably thinking "Oh well average family is 4-5 people so one family loss is not that much"

Do you have any idea how families with members outside of a central household are effected by this? An officer's brother who doesn't live there will surely stop. As will their parents, sisters, cousins, aunts, uncles, neices, nephews, and children. Not to mention close family friends. That is a minimum of probably 60 house holds that will stop going to your stores because of one idiot employee. Now multiply that by an average of let's say there's 200 officers that are in a station. 2-30 stations per city. (we'll go with 2 for this diagram) That is 24,000 families for one city that will no longer use your store!!! and let's just use Texas as an example with well over 3,200 cities in the entire state . (using the 3,200 for math) That makes a total of 76,800,000 families that refuse to go to your store!

How many profits will you have left after that? How will you keep that money in your pocket? You won't. There will be major downsizing, lost jobs, lost wages. And because of this your stores themselves will decline. Not enough cashiers, not enough stockers, not enough people cleaning. Your stores will end up looking like a dump with garbage and rancid food. In the end you wouldn't be able to afford someone to come out and fix that broken freezer so all the food in it goes bad and that will be less food you'll be able to sell because of the malfunction. Less money coming into the store and thereby less money to be able to keep up with supply and demand so you'll skyrocket your prices and even less people will come and buy and you'll cut wages and less people will work for you.

Chain reaction. That's all it is.

Next time do something about those employees of yours. Are they really helping your business? I for one will never go to a store that treats their customers, their PAYCHECK, in such a way and neither will any of my friends or family. Even if it was the only store in the city i'll go the next city or as far as 50 miles out of my way to go to a decent store that doesn't treat their customers like complete and utter crap.

filming and editing

I think the absolute worst part of making videos and clips is the editing.

This isn't supposed to be there,

*remove*

That isn't supposed to be there

*remove*

Now the sound is all in the completely wrong spot

*try to adjust it to the right places*

ugh it is soooooooo annoying. I understand why people get paid big bucks to do it, especially going frame by frame by frame to make sure everything flows smoothly but I just can't seem to get it down right.

Not to mention the fact that I don't have the type of money an editor wants in order to pay someone else to do it for me so until then we just gotta stick with my sloppy editing.

Hmmmmmm Maybe I can find someone to volunteer? Would that be possible? But would they be willing and able to edit 30+ minutes of video and have it ready to post for sale by the next day?

Most likely not and there lies my ultimate problem.

I'm trying I really am but as much as people think it's easy "Oh you just put make up on, dress skanky and get in front of a camera" It is totally not. It takes real time and real effort to be able to actually do anything especially if you're doing it on your own.

Anyways, Thanks for letting me vent, I hope things pick up and then I'll be able to afford someone else to actually edit my stuff for me. Maybe... Hopefully... Wish me luck!


Sunday, June 25, 2017

Doll play

Had lots of fun tonight, I got to play as a Doll!!

Meaning I didn't really have to do much other than the few times I was told to do something specific like blow a kiss *giggles*

Other than that I stood or knelt while being dressed and undressed by Absolem, my Dom. One of the dresses he put me in is my cute little leopard print dress with thigh high black stockings and pink panties with black lace on the edges as well as a see through heart on the back of them.

I, myself, definately look forward to doing more shows like that one.

I know we got a bunch of viewers and hopefully a few followers out of it as well.

Tomorrow we're planning on doing some rope play. Don't forget to come and check it out at 10pm CST!!

https://www.cam4.com/bbybutterfly


Wednesday, June 21, 2017

I'm back

I'm finally back in the act again!! YAY!!!

Now to get my followers back so that they can spread the word and I can get my stuff done.

You know strutting your stuff and getting dolled up every day is not easy, maybe once I get more followers I'll actually start dolling up again but until then i'll just be myself no makeup.

Check me out

Cam4

JBC

C4S

Love y'all and look forward to seeing you again soon!!!

Thursday, June 30, 2016

I'm Here!!!!

So after much deliberation, a lot of stress and headache, depression, anxiety and a whole slew of other things I finally made the move to be with my babygirl. It was rough at times but we got through it and now we can move on with things and get our relationship under way and begin the biggest part of our journey together.

Mostly right now we're trying to get me acclimated to things here, its a bit of work but it is to be expected. New place, new experiences, new sights, sounds and all that.

For now, it is just a matter of getting ourselves used to living with one another and adjusting to one another as we go.

I cant really think of much more to say other than, I'm here and I'm happy to be here.