So after much deliberation, a lot of stress and headache, depression, anxiety and a whole slew of other things I finally made the move to be with my babygirl. It was rough at times but we got through it and now we can move on with things and get our relationship under way and begin the biggest part of our journey together.
Mostly right now we're trying to get me acclimated to things here, its a bit of work but it is to be expected. New place, new experiences, new sights, sounds and all that.
For now, it is just a matter of getting ourselves used to living with one another and adjusting to one another as we go.
I cant really think of much more to say other than, I'm here and I'm happy to be here.
Thursday, June 30, 2016
Thursday, June 23, 2016
so what?!?!
So what if I'm fat, I don't have the luxury of being able to get surgery to get rid of it. I exercise, I eat healthy and it's still there.
So what if I'm not your perfect skinny little piece of wood that has no tits and can't even get a cock half way in her mouth without choking to near death.
So what if you think I'm ugly. There's many who think I'm the most beautiful in the world.
Whoop de doo you pay money to a site that DOES NOT PAY ME FOR MY TIME AND EFFORT TO EARN MONEY. I don't have the money to spend to get "VIP" treatment and treat everyone else like they're trash.
WE ARE ALL PEOPLE!
It doesn't matter if you're fat, thin, short, tall, black, white, red, yellow.
WE ARE ALL HUMAN!
There is no such thing as perfection.
WE ARE NOT ROBOTS!
We are flesh and blood and who ever you think the higher power is, God, Allah, Vishnu, The Triple Goddess and the Horned God, They made EVERYONE! Which means they made me just as they made you.
SO WHAT?
I hear it constantly about racism, discrimination, etc etc etc. I LIVE IT. Why? Because I'm a heavier white woman in an area that is full of Hispanics and African Americans. My family helped the Chinese work the railroads and build them. My family had their lands taken from them and thrown into tiny little camps WHERE THEY STILL LIVE TODAY while everyone else still has control of their own continents and countries inside of them.
SHUT UP ALREADY! And learn to think of something else besides putting someone else down because they don't have what you do. help build them up to make yourself and them better.
So what if I'm not your perfect skinny little piece of wood that has no tits and can't even get a cock half way in her mouth without choking to near death.
So what if you think I'm ugly. There's many who think I'm the most beautiful in the world.
Whoop de doo you pay money to a site that DOES NOT PAY ME FOR MY TIME AND EFFORT TO EARN MONEY. I don't have the money to spend to get "VIP" treatment and treat everyone else like they're trash.
WE ARE ALL PEOPLE!
It doesn't matter if you're fat, thin, short, tall, black, white, red, yellow.
WE ARE ALL HUMAN!
There is no such thing as perfection.
WE ARE NOT ROBOTS!
We are flesh and blood and who ever you think the higher power is, God, Allah, Vishnu, The Triple Goddess and the Horned God, They made EVERYONE! Which means they made me just as they made you.
SO WHAT?
I hear it constantly about racism, discrimination, etc etc etc. I LIVE IT. Why? Because I'm a heavier white woman in an area that is full of Hispanics and African Americans. My family helped the Chinese work the railroads and build them. My family had their lands taken from them and thrown into tiny little camps WHERE THEY STILL LIVE TODAY while everyone else still has control of their own continents and countries inside of them.
SHUT UP ALREADY! And learn to think of something else besides putting someone else down because they don't have what you do. help build them up to make yourself and them better.
Wednesday, June 22, 2016
Another day another dollar and a couple more images
I know my posting isn't always on par and regular but I'm an irregular person plain and simple.
Anyways a new update I've yet another site, this one is similar to clips4sale but live. It's called cam4 and you can find me there as well as my usual bbwcams and then there's my twitter @babybutterfly83, C4S, I4S, and that's all I can think of in that part of life.
I haven't been able to have any fun to add to my c4s because well no one's wanted to take me in private on BBW or cam4 just yet sadly enough but hopefully soon so that I can add new vid clips and I would love to be able to take some pictures for I4S as well. If you have any suggestions as to what I can do for my pics then let me know what you'd like to see and how you'd like to see me dressed up.
That's all I can think of for now. If you join me on Cam4 don't forget to subscribe so that you can keep updated on when I'm going to be on so you can come see me.
Thank you, everyone. Again just lemme know below what you'd like to see me do and how you'd like to see me dress and maybe I'll make an image set or video just for you
Anyways a new update I've yet another site, this one is similar to clips4sale but live. It's called cam4 and you can find me there as well as my usual bbwcams and then there's my twitter @babybutterfly83, C4S, I4S, and that's all I can think of in that part of life.
I haven't been able to have any fun to add to my c4s because well no one's wanted to take me in private on BBW or cam4 just yet sadly enough but hopefully soon so that I can add new vid clips and I would love to be able to take some pictures for I4S as well. If you have any suggestions as to what I can do for my pics then let me know what you'd like to see and how you'd like to see me dressed up.
That's all I can think of for now. If you join me on Cam4 don't forget to subscribe so that you can keep updated on when I'm going to be on so you can come see me.
Thank you, everyone. Again just lemme know below what you'd like to see me do and how you'd like to see me dress and maybe I'll make an image set or video just for you
Another day another dollar and a couple more images
I know my posting isn't always on par and regular but I'm an irregular person plain and simple.
Anyways a new update I've yet another site, this one is similar to clips4sale but live. It's called cam4 and you can find me there as well as my usual bbwcams and then there's my twitter @babybutterfly83, C4S, I4S, and that's all I can think of in that part of life.
I haven't been able to have any fun to add to my c4s because well no one's wanted to take me in private on BBW or cam4 just yet sadly enough but hopefully soon so that I can add new vid clips and I would love to be able to take some pictures for I4S as well. If you have any suggestions as to what I can do for my pics then let me know what you'd like to see and how you'd like to see me dressed up.
That's all I can think of for now. If you join me on Cam4 don't forget to subscribe so that you can keep updated on when I'm going to be on so you can come see me.
Thank you, everyone. Again just lemme know below what you'd like to see me do and how you'd like to see me dress and maybe I'll make an image set or video just for you
Anyways a new update I've yet another site, this one is similar to clips4sale but live. It's called cam4 and you can find me there as well as my usual bbwcams and then there's my twitter @babybutterfly83, C4S, I4S, and that's all I can think of in that part of life.
I haven't been able to have any fun to add to my c4s because well no one's wanted to take me in private on BBW or cam4 just yet sadly enough but hopefully soon so that I can add new vid clips and I would love to be able to take some pictures for I4S as well. If you have any suggestions as to what I can do for my pics then let me know what you'd like to see and how you'd like to see me dressed up.
That's all I can think of for now. If you join me on Cam4 don't forget to subscribe so that you can keep updated on when I'm going to be on so you can come see me.
Thank you, everyone. Again just lemme know below what you'd like to see me do and how you'd like to see me dress and maybe I'll make an image set or video just for you
Sunday, June 12, 2016
Long Day and new photos
Got up this morning, got dressed, did my hair
[gasps]
did my makeup
And got on camera. Even gave myself a quick mani pedi. Still everyone wants things for free. I'll get up and twirl around but you're not seeing more without paying. So many free sites out there, not enough people willing to pay. Why does everyone want to give all the goods away for free? How can anyone afford to?
So........
While waiting for people to come in, hopefully with money, I decided to play around with my camera.
I did my own mini photo shoot. A total of over 50 pictures and they're all up on my image site. I hope you all enjoy them.
[gasps]
did my makeup
And got on camera. Even gave myself a quick mani pedi. Still everyone wants things for free. I'll get up and twirl around but you're not seeing more without paying. So many free sites out there, not enough people willing to pay. Why does everyone want to give all the goods away for free? How can anyone afford to?
So........
While waiting for people to come in, hopefully with money, I decided to play around with my camera.
I did my own mini photo shoot. A total of over 50 pictures and they're all up on my image site. I hope you all enjoy them.
Kisses
Wednesday, June 8, 2016
another day
The last couple days have been effectively the same thing. People coming in my live chat, talking, no one willing to pay me a dime for what they want me to do. I did get this one really sweet guy, he had only 2 chips and he gave them to me to see my belly. I was teasing him when i asked for a tip and he knew it but he gave me those chips anyways. hopefully one day he'll be back and with more chips at his disposal.
I had gone out and got some sun today, was cleaning up the grass that got stuck in the rosebush and i can't take a lawnmower under it without hurting the branches so i put on my gloves and got down and dirty today pulling grass and weeds from the rosebush and a few other plants so that when i go out with the mower i can get it cleaned up good without the extra there to worry about.
Well i hope everyone has a good night. luv ya.
I had gone out and got some sun today, was cleaning up the grass that got stuck in the rosebush and i can't take a lawnmower under it without hurting the branches so i put on my gloves and got down and dirty today pulling grass and weeds from the rosebush and a few other plants so that when i go out with the mower i can get it cleaned up good without the extra there to worry about.
Well i hope everyone has a good night. luv ya.
Sunday, June 5, 2016
"cute"
So i'm sitting there for hours on cam waiting for people to come in my room so that hopefully I can help fill a video fantasy or what not. People come in and people go out. Some sit and chat others watch. Many ask me to get up and do various things. Not a single tip.
Kinda makes me feel like I'm just somethin to toy with.
"i'm so small make a circle with your hands"
"stand up and turn around for me. bend over while your at it"
"guess my weight, my waist is 'x' inches and i'm only 'x' inches tall"
The questions and me having to do things go on for hours.
Not a single penny. Even a trained monkey gets more and they don't interact as much.
One person claimed to be shorter than the guiness holder "world's smallest man" who died in 2015.
You want to use my time and just sit there and annoy me then please, give me some spare change at least. I'm not a shrink. You wanna do a little roleplay I've got no problems being a giantess but come on compensate me I'm trying to work here.
Kinda makes me feel like I'm just somethin to toy with.
"i'm so small make a circle with your hands"
"stand up and turn around for me. bend over while your at it"
"guess my weight, my waist is 'x' inches and i'm only 'x' inches tall"
The questions and me having to do things go on for hours.
Not a single penny. Even a trained monkey gets more and they don't interact as much.
One person claimed to be shorter than the guiness holder "world's smallest man" who died in 2015.
You want to use my time and just sit there and annoy me then please, give me some spare change at least. I'm not a shrink. You wanna do a little roleplay I've got no problems being a giantess but come on compensate me I'm trying to work here.
Saturday, June 4, 2016
twitch account
I am starting yet another cam type adventure. I'm starting a twitch account where I can go through and play my games and stream them that is a little more.... general audience for like when my kids are up and awake. No I will not be stripping on this I'd completely loose my account and I do so love to play games. BabyButterfly83 is my twitch id so give me a few days and look me up. I don't know what I'll be playing first might be dragon age origins. I'm still working on that one. Hope y'all enjoy!! :* Muah
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