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struggling

I know i don't ask for much, i even try to do everything i can in order to get things done and together and my bills and rent paid including well being a cam model but that plus working at a bar for tips, either way i'm only making tips and it's just hardly cutting it. i'm at risk of loosing my house because i'm barely making enough to pay my bills. i've been given the chance to be able to buy my house but coming up with the money isn't easy. anything will be helpful if anyone has an extra dollar or two to donate. please i'm just trying to provide for my children. Thank you in advance to everyone who helps out be it sharing or donating.


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Again I want to thank you for helping me keep my little family together.

Birthday came and went, things are still coming in the mail though. I got a new bra, shirt, a couple of dancers scarves, some hair accessories for my unruly mane that i had dyed burgandy which i've gotten many compliments on. I got a new little tail, and little isn't an understatement on that but now I have an idea of how to make one. now to find my glue gun and get a plug or two. there's more things coming too, a nail kit where i can start doing gel here at home and NOT pay 50$ for someone else to do them (not that i paid that amount anyways and my nails are all natural just trying to get them to grow better) A foot roller that gets off the caluses, those are slowly going away too a bit every day and one of those electronic tweezers because i don't like shaving and getting hair out by the root can almost guarantee that it doesn't return again. big plans for that since i hate hair in certain places so very much. hmm is that it? i'm thinking so, at least for now anyways.

I'm missing my Daddy something fierce and so wish that he was still here. his birthday is in only a few days but i don't have the money to be able to go and see him which makes me sad. i curl up every night with cinniman under the blankie that he left here. he says it was an accident but i'm not stupid because he tucked it all around me before saying that he had to leave. i know he left it here so that i could curl up in it. i miss him very much it's hard not having him here and i pray that he returns soon.

ended up having someone tell me that i didn'[t need him just because he doesn't pay all my bills. Daddy helps when and where he can but why should he pay for everything when he doesn't live with me? he's not a sugar daddy. when he was here i hardly had to pay for anything and we kinna fought over it. i think he ended up seeing that i am not out for his money but i do truly love him and that i do with all my heart and soul.

When the snuggles are gone...

Decided to surprise My babygirl for her birthday and boy did she love it!!! I had a great time too and cannot wait to go back, this time hopefully to stay. We took some pictures, made a couple videos (though one had a watermark all over it, we'll fix that eventually when we buy the licence for the video editing software), she even got tied up by me, not my best work but not half bad for a quick bind if I do say so myself. Hope you all enjoy, it was a lot of fun making it, started as a pampering session me treating her like a princess and ended in some fun for us both. ;)

*He sighs* To say the least I miss her and if I could I'd just pick up and move I would, but things are never that easy and other matters require my attention as well. Soon though I hope, my next visit will be my last visit as I'll be there to stay.

Well, a bit depressed right now but I'll manage knowing that My bbg is there, that's all I have for now. Hope you all enjoy, more videos to come.

I miss my Daddy we had so much fun while he was here. I even got tied up!!!

We made a video and i finally got it edited and uploaded, hope I did it right, had another one but it had a watermark all over it cause i hadn't bought the license for it yet. One day I will. That's a guarantee in that. Enjoy everyone and more to come. just a bit depressed right now because he had to go back. there's some things he needs to take care of first before he can move here. well until next time. 

Happy birthday to me!!!

Had a MAJOR surprise come up. My Daddy showed up waaaaaay early for my birthday! Such a wonderful surprise it was. He make me a cheesecake too. I love cheesecake but I love my Daddy more! We even made our first video so keep an eye out for it on my cam site. Hope y'all like it too.  It was totally fun to make and hopefully get to make at least one more before he has to leave tomorrow. I'm going to miss him but he brought me a new stuffie

and a new shirt that says "I'm grumpy because you're dopey" for all those who say i look grumpy and mean. But i'm totally happy that I got to see him and that he came up to visit me. I snuck a picture while he was giving me a kiss before i lost my train of thought like he always makes me do with his kiss. He's the absolute best Daddy in the world I don't care what anyone else says. They can say theirs is the best but no mine is! even if he does live so far away. Hopefully our taxes come in soon and fingers crossed there's enough for me to buy my house and for him to move here indefinitely! Well lotsa love and until next time. (I'm gonna try and convince him to tie me up and take some pics before he has to leave so keep an eye out for those too)

I was already thinking of doing that tonight soooo, lets get you off your computer and tied up nice and pretty princess.- Butterfly's Daddy 

new toy

and sorry not the kind that can be used on me without the possibility of breaking unless you're lookin at taking pictures. I was given a Samsung L200 last night. All because they didn't have a way to charge it *giggles* few people realize how easy or cheap it is in order to buy one online and have it shipped. oh well new little toy for me and perhaps better pictures. Same person is giving me a camcorder too. old style video cassette but hey she's also giving me one of those vcr/dvd recorders to go with it just so that i can transfer. seems a little harder to do but hey work with what you got right? be better than using my laptop and cell phone all the time right? easier to get a stand for it to be more stable when taking videos and pictures right? I can't wait for the charger to come so that i can begin using my camera I'm so excited and anxious I'm nearly jumping with anticipation.

To top it all off, I've got some good fun stuff coming in the mail. I've got an old gun rack, wood with glass fromt, turned shelf turned jewlery box that I'm getting some hooks for. One of those rolling automatic foot files, you know the ones i'm talking about that files/shaves the dead skin on the feet and makes them nice and smooth. At home pedis woot! a nice pair of leggins, one of those tweezer hair razors. Like shaving with the effects of waxing. I can't wait to test it out. a couple real sexy shirts with a peep hole at the tits which will be lifted in a brand new sexy bra. Oh and i'm going to be trying out one of those things that says helps regrow and thicken eyelashes.

I've got lots of plans with lots of ideas but need the money or donors to help with that. lotsa toys, rope, masks, costumes. "security" cams to be able to set up and record where ever and when ever a fun scene happens without having to go through and set up a camcorder each and every time to be able to go through and adjust angles, zoom in, all without having to worry about a camera man. oh the fun. tail and ears, pet play, this little kitty likes tough lovin.

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a new month, a new goal

i've got a new goal now. to try and get 100$ in a single month instead of over a series of months. That's a good goal to have i would think. at least an extra hundred could help pay a bill or two. just trying to get by anyways it's not as easy as people would think.

Work, my cam, the problem is trying to get people to watch. i need to make more videos but no one wants to watch in order to get the cash because everyone wants free instead of to pay. it's rather annoying. especially when the server keeps resetting. that's the most annoying part and feature really. but i can't seem to get it to stop. i can sit for hours infront of the camera and no one comes into my chat room. or looks at my other site. maybe i'm going about it all wrong? i don't know really. it's the most annoying thing ever in truth. more annoying than stepping on legos